♥ Wednesday, March 28, 2007
without my fone i wont think of you and my long suffering just ended :)
i behaved like a spoilt brat because i wanted perfection
nothing was perfected..not even you or me..yet i sought after it
you condemned me ; i left you for it was first you who left me
♥ Tuesday, March 27, 2007
everyday is XINKU!
o level yr then everyday i gota stayback and remedial and everything..so tiring then nv go out oso..kinda tinking..since victoria can do this..so can I!
its been a long time since me and victoria actually went out and enjoy ourselves cos we'r broke..hopefully this slaving period will pass as soon as possible.=.=
with yungzhi out of de way (he can concentrate on wendilyn fully now and wont say tt he is smashed by 2 lorries which is me and wendy =D)i can mayb do wadeva i want now..like tongue piercing!!wana get tt since ages ago and he dislike it and told me tt if i gt tt he wont talk to me again..nvm i jus like it wad you gona do huh?avoid me avoid lor.wo bu xi han whahahahahas!im living for myself :)
heard some1 gt drugged on..lol..you are oni destroying your own future..dont get others implicated..your conscience is guilt filled bt you didnt heed..sooner or later you are gona get eaten =)
♥ Monday, March 26, 2007
jus hope life cud end as soon as possible cos its kinda boring me to hell..secondary school life..wad do you expect..study nia lor.not 18 not 21 cant do much things..sudden hope of crossing de road and knock over by car whahahahahas :)..
im a horrible road crosser..life's pathetic.i want a fulfiling life!full of entusiasm everyday tt i hav a purpose to live for..nw its kns..i wanna jus go overseas and mayb start life anew..cos ther are lots of things here i reali need to leave behind..de horrid and trumatic past and de bleak future..WAD A LIFE =D
mayb im a sadist i a way cos yungzhi made me angry and i forced him to eat packs of fries until he was so stuffed =).sry for de torture..im jus finding a way to let out my anger and it gt on you
♥ Sunday, March 25, 2007
wa laus de kns yungzhi can go die..i go out wid victoria he kpkb nw he go out wid frien i ston at hm zo bo..hais life gona b bored tis yrcos everyday's gona b like tis le..i hav to face up to de truth tt im having natinal exams tis yr n i gota do well cos its gona b MY FUTURE
well cut de crap..i hate studying and i hav no idea wether i can go to de courses i wanted at poly.so currently considering cosmetics course at simei ite..not bad thou..always had a passion for cosmetics..magic on ladies..transformation frm ugliest to prettiest..WOAH..
tts it for tonite folks
♥ Saturday, March 24, 2007
lol..jus nw yungzhi told me tt wendy KISSED him during de movies.LOL
dey are not even st8 wonder wads goin thru de dumb-ass's mind wen she did tt.even yungzhi was shocked.lol.hw thick.generation changing.all i noe is tt IM LAGGING BEHIND!!(n im willing :))
hahas went to watch mr bean movie jus nw..loved EVERY single part of it!!
comedy shows are foreva rated top in movie list apart frm harry potter tt is~
best fantasy story eva produced?
wa laus life's now is totally suxs!!!!!!
church life unstable and hectic skul life!! everyday must stay back and catch up on sec 3 stuff..jus wondering why sec 3 teachers so KNS~
HOPED tis sucky life can end as soon as possible!!!
then slack everyday at hm and slp with no worries
yungzhi said im sadistic? mayb i am.bt its stue bcos of my poor childhood i guess i was born by a sadistic mother who treated me badly therfore im like this. im not emo pls. i hate those type of ppl.disgusting.surely there is no need to annouce tt you are emo? ppl can see through with your actions alone.wads with de crappy dressup or black and white? GET LOST~
i.do.not.noe.wad.de.crap.hell.m.i.typing.
♥ Thursday, March 22, 2007
i so long nv blog le..feels as if i had gonebak to de lonely days..hahas..nvm jus so used to it lers..
recently found out a puboh tt is so thick-skin sias.bt cnt blame her nw is a new generation so everyting hav changed.well some of de tings she did reali irritated me such as "delivering her own self to de door" (CHI VERSION>song shang men). all de acting cute wid her pathetic face is disgusting me.bt told frm some sources guys LOVES tis type of girl.so i might as well be lesbian??!i do not care hw much company i can receive bt i do care bout those who bothered to be around me.at least they display an act of concern for me which i feel is satisfactory and meets my needs.and as for those who sticks ard me yet hates me to de core underneath you can jus tell me straight in de face IHATEYOU and i will jus disappear frm your sights cos it must be senseless to stick ard some1 who practically dislikes you.whoeva still does tt must b thick!
-i hate you if you do not honour your promise to me.breaks my trust
-i hate you if you ask me out and totally DONT bother bout me at all.wads de point of goin out then?
-i dislike ppl who boast bout themselves.B HUMBLE OKAY? YOU AREN'T SO GREAT
-ppl who "teah" till unresistable(ENG VERSION>act feminine with all de hand broken gestures.if your hand is broken pls go visit de doctor for x-ray)
my life is so pathetically boring bt recently joined some competition so ask victoria help me decide on de design..hopefully can win at least one of de prizes cos alot of effort and finances was put in..recently most closest haning out friends are just victoria an yungzhi and yungzhi can jus go out wid his kik ass girl and forget bout me so it justs left victoria.even if she jus left i guess i can still stone at hm..^^..father's gona get bonus den can go shopping until crazy.hitting shops MYPHOSIS, LEVIS, ARMANI EXCHANGE, QUEEN'S COUTURE and lastly SPECS SHOP :)
i wan a pair of specs to make myself look horrible? nope.jus to hide in de shadows maybe bt tis is wad i like. any comments jus get lost~
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