♥ Monday, April 30, 2007
i was just wondering why are guys created to be more of SILENT & SHY than noisy and bold?
if its reverse..we girls would have a better life..
why are girls created to be so fussy?..smt i jus doubt God's creation..
As men, we need to understand that God made men and women unique, to be different from all other creatures-and from each other.. . .The differences were meant to bring balance and blessing to human lives, not to disrupt, disturb, demean or destroy them -Edwin Louis Cole
well this left me speechless..I JUST WISH LIFE COULD BE EASIER!..
so many tests..did you noe tt im just studying so hard so that i can be with you? do you noe that it is killing my inner soul to do all tis tedious tasks? althought it may nt b vy hard bt will you see my hard work? do you noe tt its for you? He says im nt like any normal girl who cant be bothered..bt one who is willing to giv up many things to achieve wad i wanted and willing to go to further extention..ar you blind to de tings laid b4 you?!?
im renovating my whole house..kinda excited by it cos it seems to be a playtime during school..lots of test and tis can be said as relief from work
continuing smiling despite everything(':
im nt a poseur ; annoucing my wedding bells
♥ Wednesday, April 18, 2007
today sports day and raudha kip on askin me to run de 4 x400m wid her..i was too depressed to run luhhs bt she kip on goin on and on bout it tt it was our last year and we shud jus shine for our class nn everyting..kinda sad luhhs..was left alone n everyting n nathan, mark kip on looking at me say wad "MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB"..wen i didnt hav a lamb..de person whom i wanted most to be my lamb was him..bt in de end doris told me tt her malay clique called her kambeng and i was glad to accept her as mine bt she wasnt "AS WHITE AS SNOW" ..so didnt much fulfil de requirement..jus feel tt those who likes you may jus b causing ur death in a way bt you jus look forward and accept de facts in front n get on with life no matter you like it or not!
because life is simply PATHETIC
♥ Tuesday, April 17, 2007
today i gt my class tee and was tinking it was KNS..cos de colors and design lyk shit..bt aft skul sum ppl go buy gold spray and spray "APATHETIC" on it and it was goth font ..damn nice hahas..ytd tt is monday went skul and every1 saw my henna and was shocked like wad..
"did you jus changed religion?"
"OMG! you look indian!"
hahas 2mr vic birthday :) & it sports day to0~
♥ Friday, April 13, 2007
today is sad..i tink im goin bonkers cos i slept in history class for 10 minutes by accident and nobody bothered to wake me up and i was grateful and started get high cos reali happy..n felt i was dumb..i miss nicky!! hope to c him soon..hahas..on 19th april ther's a jap horror mov showing den i wan to go watch..de trailer look funny bt normally jap horrors are real scary leis..2mr goin xms home coming day!!..real excited bout it..last yr oso gt go bt it wasnt so fun..hope tis time wud b better =D..edwin's gona go..trick him into goin hahahs
♥ Tuesday, April 10, 2007
hahas today asked nicholas to lend machanical pencil de he throw de whole pencil box to me..wen picking up de pencil box accidentally pierced my right index finger wid his compass..den bleed..i was shaking quite abit so jasmine was kinda reali concern for me and asked if i was alrite..well im scared of my own blood..bt i like to see others bleed..tiffany said i was sick in de mind or like some vampire or smt..hahas..den aft tt went hm wid vic ..she came my hse take her textbk cos de other day she came to slack for abit aft skul den go her church n left sum bks behind cos real heavy..hahas..den experiment on de make-up design foto for emerge and i drew a pix for de colors..aft she went hm i bought a red dye at mama shop thinking of another way to take sadistic pictures without me bleeding in de actual body cos it simply HURTS!i hate my blood and i hate physical pain!cutting on de wrist is NOT for me =D
♥ Tuesday, April 3, 2007
well today's tues so i will start frm saterday..
didnt go svc hahas cos gt de QING MING JIE..nid to go visit de dead..bt in de end nv go oso cos on tt day gt 3000m run and i was third!..feeling kinda sucky cos i lost to de 2nd place by less than 10s!den plus running 3000m gt 6 prizes marhs..and i was informed later tt 3rd place to 6th place will all b gettin bronze medal..=.=..then first will hav her gold tt is raudha and 2nd frances will hav her silver..then i hav to stick with bronze!ARGH!
on sunday gt dinner lyk abit family gathering invited by a long dist relative..kinda sudden then wen we reach found out it was tis GU GONG'S 90th BDAE..=.=..shocking..lucky gt bring ang pao oso hahas..me + amy drank lots of red wine and had other glasses of water, coke and sprit ard us oso hahas..we mix ard lol..den aft tt met up wid yungzhi..i frm yiochukang can travel faster to tampines then him from simei to tampines..i sb dulan lors..i came frm further than you den you stue tok to me guai lan guai lan lyk you nv do anyting wrong liddat..bt nvm forget it..its since long i couldnt trust you..
monday is a boring day so forget it :)
today's nt much better =/
nex time i gt prob i will reconsider whether i wan to tell you anot cos i could nt even trust you to come so ther wasnt the bother to even inform you =)
