♥ Sunday, February 22, 2009

20th feb 09

dimitri this guy ter got to know went back to germany for good

so he is apparently sad and asks me and yaowen to go drinking together

they had dinner first before i join them la but its all at the same place
this water cross or smt at pasir ris park

nice ambience surprisingly

i never once liked pasir ris park

LONG ISLAND PLEASE =))

some cocktail yaowen ordered

sleek

21st feb 09
went karaoking with victoria

until morning then go work.

another chiongster night i guess

had this bottle of liquor

THE GIRL

yuck~

okay la not bad hahas

contradictory.

just realise

that i have been looking from bad to worse in photos

omg. should be doing some proper dress up liao

last time go club like this

& now lehs?

like degrading sia!

should go shopping liao =D

♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

i met up with joby on 17th feb 09
the day when colin took off for cambodia with rest of selected STA people
inculsive of Leonard Chan & Afiq

anyways~
we had lunch or dinner wadeva at IKEA near my hse!!
THEN
we had KARAOKE @ bugis
damn cheap
sang from 6pm - 11pm
my throat was sore in the end

SHEsays she like my 一首间单的歌 from wang lee hom

i love that song since secondary school

i remembered i got free tickets to WLH's concet i went with victoria

and i was dying to hear him sing that song

while ictora was all about forever lover etc etc many many more

i got this picture from victoria

cos she said she cut back her ugly hair from sec 3

and she wants to show me how ugly it was lol

"PLEASE LAUGH", SHE SAID

and i did.

fugly can.

nvm i will still love you.

♥ Saturday, February 14, 2009

secretly i hope something miraculous will happen
bt it didnt.

*im sry cos my heart already belongs to someone else

bt i can tell you a plus point i like bout guys
i like guys who knows what they want
if they don't even know what they want in life

how am i able to trust them with what i want?

♥

7th feb 09
me & edwin go check out the flowers pricing hahas

and we definitely got it at very good deals

how bout a flower at $.0.85

and after dethorning $1 each?

anyways, we got baskets to contain the flowers

and im sulking cos im gona carry this load home

we was travelling to quite alot of flowers farms so midway we decided to go thomson road the flowr farm. hence we took bus 31to toapayoh and we ended up lazy.

lol

so we went to orchard to have dinner

MY TREAT=)

anyway the waitress there were so slow

either that or their system got problem
we waited 45min for a meal
heard of something like this before?
hence i demanded compensation

haha. only the cup of ice cream below is the compensation
the other one is we buy one. puny ice creams bites but very nice!!

13th february 09
went to sell flowers with yaowen & vic

wanna die

someone called carmen ask my numbe weird sia girl -.-

scully she tink i les haha!

♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009

i saw flower's delivered to xue wei today at 77th street
suddenly remembered my first flowers was from yungzi haha!
red and pink =))
we were still young then.

i miss getting flowers man.
like really.
but if the wrong person send flowers.
bit suckly also la huh.
thats what happen to xue wei.

J was just telling me she wants a husband like NOW
totaly omg.
definitely loads of issues to sort out lor.

im finally over all the issues

STA graduating people
are having prom at velvet lehs.
lucky shit lor.
heard of prom at club?

hope i can go
hope to find some1 to lend me their identity for a day
=))
hope to see mark ><
mayb. =/
i want flowers this valentines!

♥ Friday, February 6, 2009

fucked up day

i saw yitze, one of the twin sisters
they are the only ones who got the power to motivate me to lose weight.
guess wad fucking sean goh is coming to rp
thanks for not ruining my life enough

i was once
young
naive
stupid
to believe you

and the best part
the moment i held your hand
i regretted.
wad a jerk
pussy
for wanting money back
and complaining to the whole world
you spent $500+ on me
yet you claim you have loved me.
thanks ah
if not for doreen
i never knew the truth
fucker

anyway
doris,
yiXin(another twin)
& eugene are all coming rp

gota lose weight omg, im getting fat
but my abs are workign out fine surprisingly
i got like 4 pac =O
and i didnt know until yesturday -.-

another fucked up news
my dad's out of job after this month

to go university
have to work hard liao
life's bitter man

you lucky bastards out there
better work hard
at least your parents can probably
cough up enough for you to go uni
it might b impossible for me now

dentistry
image-consultant
creative director
air-stewardess

all just dreams

i dream of nicolas last night
revolving escalator
(i swear im nt tinking too much of wheelock's escalator)
(just want it at my future home thats all)
his mum
school

i totally cnt believe this

♥ Thursday, February 5, 2009

PICTURE OF THE DAY

=D

haywire thoughts?

yesturday first club G official meeting outside at NLB BUGIS
went to eat (6 inche roasted beef) SUBWAY
& (oyako burger + milk tea) MOSBURGER
alot i know.

i went to CREATE TALENTS
afterwards
they asked me to take up 3 job offers
all modelling of course
-triumph (urgh bra model?)
wtf
-nivea (must wear bikini lor)
im never a sunny girl pleazeeeee
-cupid with burger king
lol stupid can but this pays me $30 per hour
on valentine's day only 4 hours
sounds not bad =)
kq reject lending me her ahem
sad =/
doesn't matter i dun need to live with it
although much freedom's gone along with it.
HAIS

met up with yaowen at night at causeway point
bra dun1 meet me go home =(
fucker.
catch up with YW =)

before YW came i went to
homefix and girdano myself
serious damn nervous
because i duno what to expect
if i see them wad do i do?
smile or act ignorance
okay it definitely takes alot
ALOT i repeat
of courage to face up to home fix
and enter that stupid shop
like seriously i duno why
i dun have anything to hide
mayb i just duno what to do
which makes thing scary.

next day
was at work at SK outlet
i heard this lyric from a song
"why are you still sad
when i have given you what you wanted"
ah life's pathetic man
saw this word
Xanthippe
suggesting a shew
yet a devoted wife and mother
does anyone think i will suit this role?

i told one of my frien
i have thought of being a single mother
stupid idea i know
no plans to settle down
no plans to looking for a guy to fuck
thanks. but no thanks

ahs colin
sad life
she just doesnt want you
hope you will wake up soon
although we are all trapped
in the charm of someone
definitely not worth it all
but yet we deem them
Purrfectt.

went to ed's blog
like the ending sentance
"i just want to be happy"
i remember
not being able to even fake a smile
that kind of feeling
is like
everything's simply bare
botak. understand?

JUST JOKING BTW

you must have sucked damn low to even think bout it