♥ Sunday, May 27, 2007
it dawn on me
why does your name appear everywhr i go?
its driving me to my limits
i saw that you both had smt common
& i realise wad was drawing me to both
you both had de same smile
it was wad aspired me to go near you
that particular trait of a smle gives me my confidence
my laughter & joy
my peace and endurance to comit into all i wanted to achieve for my beloved mother
(actually cos i felt tt i owe her..so i must repay my "debts")
lol. jus realise tt when i like some1 i will start to hav traits of that person.
EXAMPLE :
A always like to go arcade and wear blue shirts
i wil start to o it..n i duno why.
DUMB RITE?
i was tinking..wad happen to de original liying that i knew?
only GOD knows liying best..bcos He is watching over her..tending to her every needs..serving her just as she had served His people..she has only one desire from him and tt is to be able to sit on His lap..embrace the One who loved her even b4 she knew Him..
as i saw you kneel
i felt an urge to do so too
bt wad is this tt i am feeling in oppose to de situation?
life is odd
so are humans
he knew our hearts
so he forgave our selfish desires
at times i felt tt im so dirty..my whole body's stained..with wad i dont know..i didnt see any dirt bt yet i felt disgrace..disgrace tt im nt clean and pure in heart..i started resenting people..and led to sadistic thoughts..
2mr goin cut hair..((:
