♥ Saturday, May 26, 2007
wanted to change my blog..den kinda lazy..
looking the pictures den tears started flowing..
the past is painful..
victoria's blog de song reminded me so much of HIM & samantha.
wish i could turn bak time and restart all over then i know wad i would nv hav done wrong and change it all..
human nature & im not perfect
i hate it all..can be perfect..
i hate rejects, hate disappointments
i wish i had charisma
what i want i could nv get..if i do..de future would start twisting to an ugly picture..
life's so sad
my reportbk is so ugly..so many underlines..
jus gt my june holiday timetable..almost all de days must go back..
seeing him is just as crusifying self
everytime i wrote ur name
i felt a pang
knowing its impossible
even God's nt on my side
