yesturday first club G official meeting outside at NLB BUGIS
went to eat (6 inche roasted beef) SUBWAY
& (oyako burger + milk tea) MOSBURGER
alot i know.

i went to CREATE TALENTS
afterwards
they asked me to take up 3 job offers
all modelling of course
-triumph (urgh bra model?)
wtf
-nivea (must wear bikini lor)
im never a sunny girl pleazeeeee
-cupid with burger king
lol stupid can but this pays me $30 per hour
on valentine's day only 4 hours
sounds not bad =)
kq reject lending me her ahem
sad =/
doesn't matter i dun need to live with it
although much freedom's gone along with it.
HAIS

met up with yaowen at night at causeway point
bra dun1 meet me go home =(
fucker.
catch up with YW =)

before YW came i went to
homefix and girdano myself
serious damn nervous
because i duno what to expect
if i see them wad do i do?
smile or act ignorance
okay it definitely takes alot
ALOT i repeat
of courage to face up to home fix
and enter that stupid shop
like seriously i duno why
i dun have anything to hide
mayb i just duno what to do
which makes thing scary.

next day
was at work at SK outlet
i heard this lyric from a song
"why are you still sad
when i have given you what you wanted"
ah life's pathetic man
saw this word
Xanthippe
suggesting a shew
yet a devoted wife and mother
does anyone think i will suit this role?

i told one of my frien
i have thought of being a single mother
stupid idea i know
no plans to settle down
no plans to looking for a guy to fuck
thanks. but no thanks

ahs colin
sad life
she just doesnt want you
hope you will wake up soon
although we are all trapped
in the charm of someone
definitely not worth it all
but yet we deem them
Purrfectt.

went to ed's blog
like the ending sentance
"i just want to be happy"
i remember
not being able to even fake a smile
that kind of feeling
is like
everything's simply bare
botak. understand?

JUST JOKING BTW

TIFFANY
TIFFANY
NAS
DICKFON
VICTORIA
STELLA
EDWIN
QUEENIE
DEYOU