♥ Tuesday, December 22, 2009
edwin was on the phone with me.
he told me he was curious about what kind of man i would go for.
actually. deep in my heart.
perhaps.
i would accept a man who would love me wholeheartedly.
of course. i do filtering.
im not exactly trying to sound arrogant or what.
but i know that i can go for much better than jerks.
im worth more than what a jerk could offer.
so often i find myself picky.
you would be, if you know your worth.
eevel, joby's brother once said to me,
you do not mind being with a normal guy.
yup, he is damn right.
whats so wrong with wanting to be normal.
some people can't even be normal.
women being a guy's fantasy
is just as a gentleman is a lady's fantasy.
i often see attractive guys.
but when they approach me,
i find myself withholding back.
as if it wasn't right.
yea, my gut feelings.
i know i can get better.
after leonard i realise,
i seek for love.
what is it? why is it so painful.
why am i seemingly the only one
who seems to be in pain as the residue?
leonard doesn't want me.
but someone out there
someone will definitely treasure me, more than you.
